Breakups suck. After crying, screaming and coming to your senses, you realize you may be better off without him, but are you really ready to give up that friendship? I mean, he knows you so well, you should try to stay friends, right?
Sad, huh?? I am only 26 and have already given up. Why? I used to tell him everything. For a very short time, he was my world. Well, time went on and things seemed great. Bla bla bla bla and bla. Then I didn't see/hear from him since in the middle of January. Anyways, he did 'come back' 6 weeks later. OVER. It's over between us. We decided it was best to breakup due to the distance but keep our friendship going. He was so good to me. I loved him so much. I still do. I dont want to but I think of him often. I still look at his pictures and still remember his holding me. I miss him. This is my story.
Even though my world may appear to have collapsed around me, strangely enough, I also notice that most things still remain the same. But why do I suddenly feel so out of place? I feel totally out of sorts. For the moment, it may even feel like that I am never going to emerge from my sadness. I feel that life is over and there's no meaning left for me. It's a matter of time. I'll get up once again. I'll laugh again. I'll live again. I'll love again.
