Saturday, March 26, 2011

Don't Throw It All Away


Jennifer Love Hewitt'
Don't Throw It All Away


Maybe I don't wanna know the reason why
But lately you don't talk to me
And baby I can't see me in your eyes

I hold you near but you're so far away
And it's losing you I can't believe
To watch you leave and let this feeling die

You alone are the living thing that keeps me alive
And tomorrow if I am here without your love you know I can't survive
Only my love can raise you high above it all

[Chorus 4x]
Don't throw it all away our love (our love)
Don't throw it all away our love

Don't throw it all away [2x]

We can take the darkness and make it full of light
Let your love flow back to me
How can you leave and let this feeling die

This happy room will be a lonely place when you are gone
And I won't even have your shoulders for the crying on
No other man's love could be as true, I'm beggin you

[Chorus]

You alone are the living thing that keeps me alive
And tomorrow if I am here without you love you know I can't survive
Only my love can raise you high above it all

(So high...above it all)
Don't throw it all away our love (our love)
Don't throw it all away our love
(So high...above it all)
Don't throw it all away our love (our love)
Don't throw it all away our love

[2x to fade]
Don't throw it all away our love (our love)
Don't throw it all away our love

Lonely Secret vs Mirafassya??



The Birth of My Blog
In June 2010 I "launched" my baby blog.  I started "studying", "creating" and "working" on the concept of what I wanted. I knew that a blog took commitment, some time, good content, and consistency.  I know that still even it just for fun.

Life and Business Happens
Things started getting crazy right around my 25th birthday.  Regular life had its way with me too.  And sadly, with great shame and sadness, without intent, I abandoned my blog.

Just Do It!
Dani’s slogan didn’t enjoy such success without reason.  Blogging reminds me of my workout regime.  Just shut up and do it.

Ironically, I love it when I’m blogging consistently.  I love the satisfaction of having done it.  And I love the results – just like working out.  But fail to go to the gym, or blog, the results eventually go away.  I’ve lived both.

Sadly, I’ve noticed that if I quit working out for just one month – I may go three.  I think that’s what happened to my blog.  A few too many days went by and I just disconnected from my routine.  Getting back to the gym that first day is always the biggest hurdle and then I remember what I loved about it.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Don't Let Jealousy Come Between You



 I'll certainly be quite happy for my bestie as she enters this new stage of her life and plans for her future. Getting engaged is an exciting time and my bestie will need my support as she prepares for the wedding. It's a big moment in her life. Now my bestie has decided to marry. Hopefully this will come naturally.

My program friend, An got engaged in January and so did several of my friends including one of my close friends who is also getting married. Everyone is also getting married and engaged before me. I'm happy for everyone but it seems like my thunder was taken away.

An engagement is a promise to marry, and also the period of time between proposal and marriage.Future brides and grooms are often referred to as fiancées or fiancés respectively.

I found myself getting a little jealous. Weird huh? I'm not really jealous laa. I do feel happy for her/him/them. But yes, there is a little part of me that is jealous. I think a lot of us feel like that but I don't think it's ok to admit it.

I miss planning a wedding and be the ___________ but just when I start to think that, I remember how hard it was to plan a wedding and be the ___________?

Monday, March 21, 2011

True Love


It is so hard for me to express my feeling. Am I too demanding or is he giving me too little. All I ever want is only love and care from him. Since small, to me Love is an important thing. Maybe one of the reasons is that my late Baba is not here anymore to take care of me. I used to watch fairy tales when I was a little girl and watch love movies when I grew older, and I even read love stories. You can see, love is a big part in my life. I don’t think I can live without it, really. Perhaps all these years of love stories and fairy tales turn me into who I am today.

I want my guy to make me feel happy, make me feel special, make me the one he loves most and make me feel the romance in the relationship. I thought, maybe I’m too naive. I stick to him. It’s been 11 months and all this while I wish demand for surprises.

I sound so damn cheap to demand for surprises. I don’t think I need it anymore. I know I might sound clingy and demanding to some of you, but which girl who doesn’t want true love from their partner?

Saturday, March 19, 2011

1 4 3

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I adore you. I appreciate you. I can't live without you. I can't stop thinking about you when we're apart. I cherish you. I dream of you. I live for our love. I love being around you. I need you by my side. I need you. I respect you. I value you. I want a lifetime with you. I want you. I'm a better person because of you. I'm blessed to have you in my life. I'm lost without you.nI'm nothing without you. I'm thankful for you. I'm yours. Me and you. Always. My love is unconditional. Our love is invaluable. Take me, I'm yours. The thought of you brings a smile to my face. Together, forever. We were meant to be together. You are like a candle burning bright. You are my crush. You are my dear. You are my everything. You are my life. You are my one and only. You are my one true love. You are my reason for living. You are my strength. You are my sunshine. You are my treasure. You are my world. You are precious.You are the light of my life. You are the reason I'm alive. You bring happiness to rainy days. You bring joy to my life. You complete me. You fill my heart. You give me wings to fly. You had me from hello. You hold the key to my heart. You inspire me. You light up my life. You make my heart skip a beat. You make my world a better place. You mean the world to me. You motivate me. You rock my world. You simply amaze me. You stole my heart. You sweeten my sour days. You turn my world upside down. You turn the darkness into light. You're a dream come true. You're a twinkle in my eye. You're absolutely wonderful. You're all I want. You're my angel. You're my perfect match. You're one in a million. You're priceless. You're the best thing that ever happened to me. You're the best. You're the one for me. You're the one I've always wished for.

Monday, March 14, 2011

When I Was Boring

1. Last beverage: Coffee Bean Pure Vanilla Ice Blended
2. Last phone call: Along-Angah
3. Last text message: Kak Lynn
4. Last song you listened to: Snow Bound.. He gave me that song..
5. Last time you cried: Last friday

HAVE YOU EVER
6. Dated someone twice: Yes
7. Been cheated on: No
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: Yes (My late baba, grandma, grandpa, friends and him)
10. Been depressed: Sometimes
11. Been drunk and threw up: No

LIST TWO FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
14. Made a new friend: Yup
15. Fallen in love: Nope
16. Laughed until you cried: Yes
17. Met someone who changed you: Not yet
18. Found out who your true friends were: Totally
19. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list accidentally: No
21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 85%
22. How many kids do you want to have: 2 (boy and girl.. haha!)
23. Do you have any pets: Nope. I don't have
24. Do you wanna change your name: I love my name! Unique!
25. What did you do for your last birthday: Hangout with family and friends
26. What time did you wake up today: 5.45am
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Watched "The Fashion Show"
29. Last time you saw your Mother: A few minutes ago
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My life is good :)
32. What are you listening to right now: Fly to your heart - Selena Gomez
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Future
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Blogger and Twitter
36. What's your real name: Mira Sari Binti Mardiyono
37. What's your nickname: Mira/Ila/Along/Amoi
38. Relationship Status: In a relationship. Single :(
39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
40. Male or female: Female
41. Elementary school: SRK Sri Dhandayuthapani
42. Middle school : SMK Puteri Titiwangsa 
43. High school/college: Systematic College
44. Hair colour: Natural Black
45. Long or short: Long
46. Height: 153cm i think..
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yup
48: What do you like about yourself: Cheerful girl! I love to laugh!
49. Piercings: Nope
50. Tattoos: Haram
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: Never
53. First piercing: When i was 4 yrs
54. First best friend: Siti Nordiana Bt Alias
55. First sport you joined in: Hockey
56. First vacation: Singapore
58. First pair of trainers: What??
59. Eating: I prefer a rice to gain energy
60. Drinking: Plain water la..
61. I'm about to: Type
62. Listening to: Music la..
63. Waiting for: Him :(

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Of coz ya!
65. Get Married: InsyaAllah someday but dunno when..
66. Career: Lawyer or businesswoman

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger :)
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both!
73. Sensitive or loud: Depends
74. Hook-up or relationship: Haha.. Crazy!
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Depends

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope
78. Lost your glasses/ contact: Nope
79. Sex on first date: I'm muslim.. Haram ok!

80. Broken someone's heart: I think yes
81. Ate chocolate: Obviously
82. Been arrested: Police? Nope
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: A little
85. Fallen for a friend: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself: Yup i guess
87. Miracles: Sometimes
88. Love at first sight: Yes
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: I don't believe
91. Kiss on the first date: Hehe :)
92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Never
95. Did you sing today: Yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody: Tipula if i never cheat.. haha..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: When i was 7 yrs??
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: I have no idea.. Alots ah!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Yes! Phobia ok!
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Duh :D

Friday, March 11, 2011

21 Things Girls Don’t Realize


1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
11) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something
12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is
Guys rarely say that..
13) When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me
14) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so
when it does, you know something's up.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking
something.
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
17) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
18) No guy can handle all his problems on his own.He's just too stubborn to admit it
19) NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!
Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them
20) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
21) Even if you dumped a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Hearbroken

Breakups suck. After crying, screaming and coming to your senses, you realize you may be better off without him, but are you really ready to give up that friendship? I mean, he knows you so well, you should try to stay friends, right?
 
Sad, huh?? I am only 26 and have already given up. Why? I used to tell him everything. For a very short time, he was my world. Well, time went on and things seemed great. Bla bla bla bla and bla. Then I didn't see/hear from him since in the middle of January. Anyways, he did 'come back' 6 weeks later. OVER. It's over between us. We decided it was best to breakup due to the distance but keep our friendship going. He was so good to me. I loved him so much. I still do. I dont want to but I think of him often. I still look at his pictures and still remember his holding me. I miss him. This is my story.
 
Even though my world may appear to have collapsed around me, strangely enough, I also notice that most things still remain the same. But why do I suddenly feel so out of place? I feel totally out of sorts. For the moment, it may even feel like that I am never going to emerge from my sadness. I feel that life is over and there's no meaning left for me. It's a matter of time. I'll get up once again. I'll laugh again. I'll live again. I'll love again.  
 

Friday, March 4, 2011

Life


You think I'm a kid | Or somebody you can bid | I had enough | And I'm going to act tough | My head is straight now | I feel more alive now | I like myself | And I like to be alone | And focused too| I hope my job does not fire| I wish I could just retire | But, I would miss out on life | I guess I will continue life | Because, it's like a book | That has a hook | It feels like life does not end | Or has a final chapter